  Complications of the family: This is a hard time of the year when everyone wants a peice of your time. Today my mom calls me at work, she wanted to know when i had planned on coming down for christmas. I told her when i was able too, turns out that she gets upset because it is not as long as she assumed. Now normally i eat my words, and agree and do what she wants me to do. This year i could not, i had to many things to do, and places to be. So she lables me for thinking that others are more importent than her. How do i get around this one?
I have already apologized and said that i was sorry, and nothing is working, so here i sit and wait. Christmas is already gloomy for me this year, because funds are so low. I have tried so hard to try and please everyone, and like always,it just does not happen. I honestly want to stay at home, and if anyone wants to give me anything, then they can come to my house. Im so tired of stressing out and driving myself crazy to please everyone. And then once everything is running smoothly, i never get any credit for anything.
On a lighter note: Today at work was not as crappy as it could have been, time inched along, but i have had worse days. So there-fore i cannot complain. I play pool tonight in my BCA league. I hope that we do really good tonight. I was going to have Jason, and a couple of others from work come and watch the tournament, but at the last min.
they had to bail. Thats ok though, there will always be next week and the week after that. The weather is crappy here, cold cold cold. I wonder what the weather is like where Chris is? I bet he is letting the sun cascadeoff of him. He needs to know how lucky he really is!!!!!! heh Well im gonna get off of here... might update later tonight, and give the BCA score!!!! ! 
