  sigh. listening to rachmaninov's 3rd now. feelin sianz. acherli i was supposed to go bowling wif timwee. okay, not go bowling wif him. but go bowling then purposely meet him at the alley.. which is quite spastic.
acherli i wanted to check wif him whether he cld make it lorz. den he din answer de fone until i called from the alley den he said he was at home cuz he had a fever. how really pissing off. that was really uncalled for, i have to say. sigh. in the end i bowl myself lor i felt so sian while bowling.
no energy to bowl. to cap it all i havent bowled for 2 wks, .'. my bowling skills will haf sucked and will haf regressed. .'. i will have a really really lousy score. well, not quite i managed to bowl 2 130's and a 140 although i played rubbish in between and ended up 70s 70s 80s.
lol. see the diff? 60 pts apart when i play properly from when i play rubbish. but still, before that i used to have practically no problem getting 100 pts its lyk so easy? i can take 100 pts for granted, in fact, even 115 pts for granted also no problem, on good days i can even do up to (wth!? ) 120 no problem.
my avg will b lyk 140+ or 150+ and thats lyk pwnz all =D but ah wellZ. nvm. i was so pissed off, okay lar, not reali pissed, cuz i can forgive tim =) he got fever mahz. must rest at home. anwz i sms my mei saying i was depressed den l8r she ask "kor! are you okay?
" den i was lyk relac, i hafnt died yet =D. kor is still alive~ lolz. hhaz happy ending? perhaps.still alot of things are weighing on my mind. the troubles wif growing up. sometimes i really feel growing up is a burden.
so many things happen to you when you grow up. its really a trouble. i cant stand it. i hate growing up. on the other hand, you carn expect me to remain a child all my lyf rite? sigh.
as you grow up you know more and more things. some things turn out the way you want it, others dont. and some facts turn out the way you would have hoped it to be, some dont; they are ugly facts that you have to concede to much as you dont like it. you will get to know more ppl. as you befriend one person the next day, you will grow distant from a few others. you start to have opinions about things, others start to have opinions of you.
the world is ridden with suspicion. just that you dont feel it at first, you start to feel it when you get older. sigh. and of course, when those youve grown close to are about to leave you, it pains your heart. seems like sth somewhere has been detached from you. of course, i have been entrusted by some not to say certain things, you will forgive me if i have to oblige by their wishes.on the other hand, there are some things that are simply fated in lyf.
as they say, tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi. sigh. how i wish that wld nva b true. sigh. it pains mi to part wif ppl ive grown so close to. say, andrew for example.
yar lar i can still visit him during practise. but reli lar, means i will have alot less fun times. i carn count the number of jokes we cracked lolz~ all dose sick jokes lolx~ dem farniez. hez been a gr8 fren. ah wellz.and so ends another day- im reli wonderin whether i shld base my webbie at blogger instead. at least blogger is more reliable when it comes to protecting data and publishing parts of the blog.
freewebs told me its impossible to recover the data what the hell. im pissed with them. if i were running a company id haf made millions of dollars of losses abish. nvmz. ah well. maybe i shld also consider changing my blog layout.
ive used this blog layout for eons! since last year i tink, cuz i went on a super long hiatus wif nothing written in between nth has changed here lorz. im still lyk using this blog layout. louis alr change his. sigh his is veh nice. but so typical of a blog.
hhaz. (isnt tt the pt) nvm. suggestions for new layout? pls tell mi! =D i need suggestions for a new design and layout =Pand oh. er, i wont be makin the changes until after o lvls lolz.
when i haf all the time in the world. hope my piano gets fixed soon, cant stand a broken key. im alr starting to play my octaves not bad. need to train still. i will train czerny dohnanyi (if i can find scores) and hanon. quote thomas ang "hanon is gay" =D its quite obvious.
lol. the 60 excercises for the virtuoso pianist: pwnZ all. yeah man. 
