  Well last night was a new low point... Canada Day, the much celebrated day of the year and I spent it doing absolutely nothing. While everyone else was out with their friends, their significant others, I sat here alone. My girlfriend already had plans and it's not like any of my other few friends would ever think to invite me to hang out. Around 1:00 in the morning when a friend came online telling me about how great her night was, I had enough and went to bed, sleeping in until 2:00 PM. At least I got the house to myself, my mom was with her boyfriend the whole night. I've spent most of today just moping around the house, being generally unproductive. Watching TV, playing games, ignoring MSN. I havn't been feeling very social lately, I've just been immersing myself in Freelancer and trying to forget about everything else.
Not working as of yet. Last night I was talking with Kat and came to the decision I was going to dump Amelia, but the more I think about it the more I have second thoughts. I'm not sure why... Perhaps because then I'll be left with nothing, perhaps there's still hope in me it'll all work out. I havn't even talked to her in two days, I have no idea how she feels. 
