  Canada was awesome!! OH my god I've never seen so many beautiful guys in one place at one time in my life. It's true. The French are a beautiful group of people. *Sigh* I wanted to take one home with me. But I couldn't find any takers.
And I think the 'rents wouldn't have been to thrilled with it. Mom actually asked me if I'd found anyone while I was up there. I told her everywhere I turned there was someone. One guy in particular stuck out in my mind. He did the presentation at the diorama. *sigh* I saw him and thought he was good looking, then he came up to me (I was dressed in my 18th cent.
outfit and he was in what I'm assuming the French military would have worn in the 18th cent. ) and said that he would give his life for beautiful women like me. At that point you could have mopped me off the floor. I almost melted. R didn't come with me. We've broken up.
For good this time. We broke up the weekend before. He pissed me off so bad that he made me cry and everytime after I saw him I cried, I couldn't deal with it anymore. And it was all sex. That's all the relationship was anymore. Not a good thing.
When we talked on Sunday or was it Saturday, well anyway. We decided it was best if we not get back together. It went suprisingly well. I wrote down all my complaints against him, he read them and some he agreed on. Things are better between us. He misses me and though I'll never admit it to him, I miss him something awful too.
I think it's so hard because we fit together so well. We had similar personalities and were in similar places in life. *Sigh* But there will be someone better for me down the road. I just need to move on. Which is what I'm doing. Oh, I lost my job on Wednesday.
I am now unemployed. YIKES! R was bitching at me last night about his job. I had to bite my tongue not to remind him that I didn't even have a job. I don't know. He's high maintenance.
But he also had a bug up his butt last night. Sounded like he had one this morning too. Oh well. I'm gonna go. Should go to the library and see what i can find in yesterdays paper. 
