  And if you survived through the last entry you are a hero. I just read it over and realised that it's a bunch of dry facts of what's been going on in my life. As for what is going on in my head - things are looking fairly positive as well. My life has taken a very positive turn in the past month. I did not expect to fall in love, and was actually certain that there wasn't anyone anywhere I could fall in love with. I suppose it happens when you least expect it :) It is strange how one person can have such a positive affect. Sure, I am looking at the world through pink glasses at the moment, but I really needed it. I was really pessimistic and unhappy about a lot of things in the beginning of this year, and I was feeling really sorry for myself somehow.
After my birthday things looked more positive, but moving on to my pink cloud made me realise that it really isn't all bad. Not at all actually. I am on the verge of applying for university, just got a booklet from LIN (Icelandic Student Loans) today from my mom and have been trying to figure out all this stuff. Still not all together certain what I will end up studying, but I am getting there. Won't tell anyone anything yet, but I promise you'll be the first to know what I write on that application when it's been sent away.
And I am really proud of myself. I stayed all alone in Justin's apartment last night and I was fine. I wasn't scared at all. It crossed my mind that afternoon, if I'd be scared staying there all by myself, but I realised that I can't be scared of sleeping alone for the rest of my life. Hopefully soon I will grow up and get my own place and by that time I will have to learn not to be afraid of being alone in the dark. I think I am getting somewhere already ! Anyhow. It's very late. Very very late and I have to wake up in 5 hours. I should be ashamed of myself, but I am not. I love staying up late. 
