  So, this morning, it was better and I had a good day. You know what I just realised - forrests are SO beautiful. Dominik and I went out for a walk today and walked around in the forrest for some 45 minutes. For a while I was sure I was lost, but I knew that going up hill was further away from home, and down hill closer - so I kept going on that. And I came out in the most unlikely place ever - where I began ! =) It was just so nice. The weather was beautiful, typical fall weather, slightly cold but sunny and different coloured leaves flying all around me as I walked there.
For those who are not Icelandic - I must explain that we really dont have that many trees in Iceland. And most certainly not such tall trees ! It was just great. I did feel a bit weird though, so alone with the baby carriage in the forrest, not knowing what lies inbetween all those trees.
I just decided to face my fears and walk ahead... I am actually dealing with a lot of fears right now. My worst fear probably - being afraid of the dark AND living on the groundfloor (I know, you are laughing now, but for me its a dead serious matter), everyones fear of being alone and not knowing anyone - and the in general fear of the unknown.
My god, I sound like such a coward... which I am not. I am just... uhmm... still a little chicken ;) gobble gobble... Back to our wonderful walk, it was just so nice to come inside after almost 2 hours walking outside (we went to visit the goats and then to the park after our trip in the forrest), both with red cheeks and noses and just feel so filled with fresh air, and now to be tired in a healthy way, knowing that I will fall asleep as soon as I lay my head on the pillow. 
