  Damn i need to vent.  Yo u know what gets on my damn nerves. when people dont say what the hell they want. folks always got undercover motives. be talking to u and shit u know bothering your ass. for what.
for a damn undercover motive. for instance people send me notes all the damn time ( blackplanet) and say shit like. nice page. im like cool thanks.
next thing u know they want u to work on there shit. its like " Do u think u can help a girl/ boy out" im like nah shit im bizzy. lol.
but actually this shit. is like therupy to me. i release stress by programming) but hell i dont want to do pages for free. im bout to start telling folks. send me a damn money order.
for 29. 95 lol. then i have other people ( aint saying no names) who talk to u. try to act like their cool.
when their jokes/ jerks ( interchangeable) WTF? Again if u just want me to do something for u please say it. dont try to get all buddy buddy.
when u know you want something. shaking my hea* Another thing whats up wit all these dudes that think they rocafella. dude why u on DA ROC SHIT .  get off their nutz . I dont get it.
how hard is it to be yourself and get your own damn identity. i mean shit. what did u do before rocafella records was created. umm probably was on somebodies else shit. lol. biting ass people.
im getting tired it. too many damn freeway's. jay- z. memph bleek's. beanies .
damn you be u. lol.  Another thang i need to get off my chest ( 42 d's,  lol) why is it so hard to find a dude who is worth talking to.
i get dudes either too young ( 18- 20) or too old ( 30- 35 even though some of them are mad cute)
but damn what about me shit. i got needs. i want a dude like 22 and up. college educated ( if i am then he need to be) with goals.
and ambition. smart. funny. tall ( yeah thats another gripe all my guyz are like 5'10 or smaller) i want a tall man.
6'0 and up. so i can climb then moutains. lmao. let me stop. but yea. thats all i want all i want.
i cant even get that. lol. indepedent men. with jobs or in school. where u at?  Which brings me to I HATE DELAWARE .
dudes here got issues. they always hating on the big girls. shit that dont mean i aint cute. just aint anorexic( spelling,  went to hell during this post so forgive me)
but yeah whats up wit that. i go to philly . i get mad luv. come home to DELAWARE and dudes act like they shook. again shaking my head*  .
it all means i need to get the fuck out of DELAWARE to find some secure men ( not boys) well thats all i got to say. im tired of typing. you probably tired of reading. goodnight.
cyberworld. im about to get my sleep on : SoulSag 
