  I didn't do anything useful today. I woke up at 3, called Jesseca, she said she would call me back. So I fooled around for about an hour until she called. Then I got mad when she said I couldn't come over, clammed up, and got off the phone shortly after.
I layed down on my bed for a couple hours deciding whether or not to bash my cd player and cd holder with my new bat. Ultimately I decided I would save that for a time when I had a better reason. I got online at like 6 (I think) and I thought I had cooled off, but I ended up wiggin out and having to get off before I started bitching at Jesseca, something I didn't want to do because I would only do it out of anger. I tried to think of something to do that would cheer me up but I ended up just sitting and thinking about it for like an hour. Then a movie came on Lifetime (it just happened to be on that channel), so naturally I watched it. It seemed dumb at first, but then it got really good, and then it winded back down again to the ending, which sucked.
Oh well though, that took my mind off of things for a couple hours. I went in my room and passed out after that. I woke up at 11 something facing the wrong way with my head aching, wishing I would have slept through to the morning. But no such luck, because here I am, wide awake on the computer typing this journal. My day was far from perfect, but it's almost over now so that's good, things can only get better whenever they're this bad.
I just hope I didn't piss Jesseca off too much, because I was never mad at her, but I may have made it seem like I was, and that's what I'm worried about...For now I'm just gonna try and burn a couple CDs so my day wasn't completely unproductive, and I should probably get to sleep fairly early(I'm shootin for 3am) so I don't wake up extremely late again. So that's my day, it was pretty gay, but hey, I coulda been shovelin hay. 
