  I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had. No i'm not going to kill myself or anything, that's a line from a song that I like. Whether that means i'm crazy or not is up for debate, but I don't think so, I just like the song... What's my story for today? Hmm, it's pretty easy. I came, I saw, I slept. I went to school in an awkward mood because I stayed up until three in the morning the night before playing Final Fantasy 7 . Cool game by the way, i'm almost done with it. Anyways, I was stumbling around school and laughing at everyone and everything.
This has come to be a familiar routine for me, I think i've had just about enough of school for one year. Chris and Mike came home with me today. We fooled around with some playing cards and laughed at small stupid things for an hour or so, then Chris's mom picked them up. Jesseca called me soon after and we talked forever, like an hour and a half. It was a pretty good conversation I thought, even though it was about some odd things at times.
It's always like that, and I never cease to enjoy it. After that my memory fails me, but I think I fell asleep not too much later. I slept until like 10:30 at night. I woke up, walked to the kitchen, and listened to my mom tell me how she's been waiting all day for me to wake up so I could eat. She also told me not to stay up too late and to take a shower, I did neither. So I ate the scraps they saved for me, 2 fish patties and some mashed potatoes.
Then I talked to my sister in the kitchen for a long time about some kids at her school. We went to my room because she wanted to look in my yearbook for some people she knew. We ended up looking at the yearbook for about 30 minutes. She laughed at a picture of someone crazy looking or pointed out someone that was pretty, and I explained that I knew them, and told her their story. That's how it went pretty much the whole time. That brings me to right about now. It's 12:30 am and i'm sitting here writing in my journal and listening to music.
I'm in a weird mood so all i'm listening to is either sad songs or love songs because both kinds are usually slow and heartfelt, which is the kind of stuff i'm in the mood for. I downloaded that song on Ricky's journal Goodnight Elizabeth by the Counting Crows, it's pretty good. I like it when people put songs that they've been listening to on their journals because then I get to hear some of their favorite songs and I usually end up liking them as well. The good news is that's not the only good song i've discovered tonight. No no, the real treat was found in the traffic section of Kazaa, freshly downloaded (by my sister assumedly). It's a badass country song by Blake Shelton called Austin I Still Love You . To be honest, i've never heard of the guy or the song in my life. So I didn't really know what to expect when I started listening to it, but it turned out pretty darn good. I loved it actually, everyone should listen to it. I don't know if this is a popular or well liked song among the country music circles, but I sure like it.
It might even be a little old, and if so people will probably be like "man that song's old", but I don't care about how old a song is. It's new to me you farts. Now it is time for me to listen to more music and then go to bed, goodnight pals. 
