  I'm one of those kids who put AIM conversations on their journals in order to make themselves look cool.  This one is me and some chick [ who I dont know]  talking like I'm her friend or something -  SuperStar33089:  who is this?  Garaputo316:  slade SuperStar33089:  woops SuperStar33089:  hey sorry this is robin jackson SuperStar33089:  do you remember me?  Garaputo316:  oh yeah Garaputo316:
 hey girl SuperStar33089:  hey SuperStar33089:  what have you been up to?
 SuperStar33089:
 i havent seen you in a long time Garaputo316:  nothin Garaputo316:  i know Garaputo316:  what have you been doin SuperStar33089:  nothing really wakeboarding running and getting ready for school SuperStar33089:  nothing too special Garaputo316:  oh cool Garaputo316:  school's startin soon SuperStar33089:  yes it is Garaputo316:  summer went by so fast SuperStar33089:  i know it did SuperStar33089:  but i am ready for school;  however,  i wont be after a couple of weeks has passed hah SuperStar33089:
 well i have got to go but i hope to see you soon!  goodnight Garaputo316:  goodnight Garaputo316:  heh That wasn't cool,  was it?  I didn't think so.  Now let that be a lesson to ya,  and next time you are about to put some gay ass conversation on your journal you better think twice about it.  All right,  now that I've gotten that out of the way,  I must announce that I am back with a vengeance after many days of not writing in this beast.
 Here's a little summary of what's been going on in my life since the last time I wrote:  Later in that day I got really sick,  went insane ( literally)  and tried all kinds of odd things to calm myself down.  Some of my actions included:  running around,  lifting weights,  doing sit- ups,  and.  going Julian's with Mike and Chris to smoke some weed (
because even though I don't smoke,  I thought doing so would alleviate my insanity)  When we got there everyone was looking at me weird and I felt extremely crazy so I freaked out and had my dad pick me up,  which was funny because it was like 2 in the morning.  I didn't smoke either,  if I must point that out.  When I got home I was kookin out and breathing hard and shaking and shit so I had to sleep in my mom's bed that night.
 That's how crazy I felt hehe.  I later found out that I had the flu and I wigged out so much because it's a respiratory disease and it makes you get hot and breathe hard,  so if you do physical activity it makes you wig out even more.  That explains why the degree to which I wigged was so hardcore.  if you even know what i'm talking about anymore.  Moving on,  I felt pretty sick for a few days after that one ( Monday)  but nothing else really crazy happened.  But I did have dry heaves and pee a lot,
 if that counts.  Soon after I got done being sick ( well actually before)  I went to the mall with Chris,  Steve,  and Louie and bought some cool gear,  and had a ball while doing it.  We went there two days in a row,  Wednesday and Thursday.  It was fun both days because we were wiggin out,  yelling shit at people,
 knocking stuff over,  and generally being the obnoxious teenagers that we are.  The only thing that bothered me about the mall was that we bought some clothes in Hot Topic.  That means we had to stay in there for an extended period of time and talk to the kooks that work there and stuff -  Something that is not too high on my list of priorities.  Maybe I'm a jerk for saying this,  but shopping at Hot Topic makes me feel like some sort of wacked out gothic corkboarding a-
hole.  I don't know what i'm talking about exactly but it isn't cool.  Especially since I had to carry around a little Hot Topic bag the whole time I was at the mall.  It's embarassing you know.  I did get some cool ass shirts out of the deal though.  The likes of which include The Konami Code,  The Strokes,  and Finch themed tees.  I am wearing the Finch one right now and I like it a lot.
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Even though I only know a couple songs from the band.  That's what happens when they are all out of the cool ones like Ataris,  Taking Back Sunday and Starting Line.  Maybe some day.  After the mall on Thursday,  we dropped Steve off at his house and went back to Chris's to wig out.  On a side note,  I hung out at my sister's apartment on Wednesday.  It was the first time I'd seen the place and I must admit that it's pretty cool.  Her and Dan live there and I love it.  Back to Thursday,  late night at Chris's.  The bulldog came over and Louie punched her.
 Then Louie and I went to pick up Alexia Meadows and bring her to Chris's.  When we got back the bulldog had left and Chris was taking shots of liquor and listening to " I Drink Alone.  Later on Louie took Alexia home and never came back,  he just went home instead.  So Chris and I ended up taking 7 and 6 shots,  respectively,  and getting fucked up beyond belief.
 We tried watching Ninja Turtles 2 but ended up just going outside and chasing ducks around and bullshit like that.  It was all good and fun until I realized what was going on.  Then I started feeling really gross and sick to my stomach.  At some time during this period I had serious thoughts of peeing on Chris's carpet because I didn't want to get up.  I fell asleep somehow,  despite not being tired.  I woke up on Friday,  which is actually just really early today,
 with a hangover from hell.  I felt like I had to puke really bad but when I tried it didn't work.  So I ended up just laying on the futon watching the minutes slowly go by,  thinking about how much drinking fucking sucks and wishing I wasn't feeling like crap.  I went on like this for many hours until Chris woke up and played some Dashboard Confessional,  and that made me feel loads better for some reason and put me to sleep.
 When I woke up at 4,  I had to go home because Chris had to go to work.  When I got home I had some milk and that made me feel bad again and I realized the hangover wasn't done with me yet.  I toughed it out for a while until Louie called me and told me there was some crazy party in NSB tonight.  I was hesitant to go since I felt so bad,  but I figured what the heck.  I took a shower and chilled for a while.  I had to wait until like 6: 30 to leave because I refused to go unless I knew I couldn't do anything with Jesseca,  and that's when she gets off work.  Speaking of Jesseca,  I hadn't talked to her since we went to the mall on Sunday and I was beginning to get worried.
 I still am kind of because I don't know what's going on with her.  When I called her today she said she had to go to a sleepover at Kidsko.  That sucks that on her last Friday before school starts she's spending her time at work instead of with me where she should be.  Then when I got home tonight my dad told me she called me,  and that made me sad that I missed the call :
 So that's how it's goin with the wifey.  Not very good I suppose.  But hopefully I'll be able to see her tomorrow,  or Sunday maybe.  Here's hoping.  But anyway,  since Jesseca was busy,  I was forced to go with Louie to New Symrna tonight.  And don't worry,  it was crazy as hell.  The party died in the planning stages so we just ended up going to Morgan's and watching the movie They .
 It was a very stupid movie though and it bored everyone to death.  My tale isn't over yet,  however.  Before we watched They,  we had to wait for Chase to get done watching The Jungle Book 2,  so we were chillin in Morgan's room right.  Then out of nowhere Louie tried to let a turd poke out of his butt in front of me while I was playing a game and accidentally shit all over her room.  It was the craziest thing ever done,  bar none.  She was freaking out because there was crap all over the ground and she told her mom on him and he couldn't stop laughing long enough to explain himself ( plus,  how do you explain something like that?  Well somehow he managed to blame it on me and I just laughed even more at that because it obviously wasn't.
 Haha oh man.  If only you knew the half of how crazy that incident was.  Whew,  I apologize for that paragraph being the longest,  most rambling thing ever written,  but I was in a hurry to get all of this crap out of my head,  because it's been in there for almost a week now.  A few more things are on my mind that I must share real fast.
 1)  Amber,  when you read this,  don't go off and tell mom that I drink and smoke and stuff now because I don't;  That was just a one time thing and you better believe I won't be doing that again for a long time to come.  2)  I love Jesseca more than anything in the world and I hope she knows that.  3)  It's 4 AM and counting 4)  I'm going to bed now 5)  That story about Louie shitting on Morgan's floor,  it is completely false.  6)  As fictional as it may be,  it is still funny as all get out.
