  Hey Jesseca, read the bold shit from left to right for a special message... [and oh yes, I know every single person that reads this is going to read what the bold font says. even when i only gave Jesseca permission to do so, assholes...] Oh my god I miss Jesseca... I don't know why, but all day I have had an extreme longing to be w ith, or see, or t a lk to her.
It was n 't so bad un t il recently, but it's really strong like right now, and y es it sucks. I really wish I c o uld see her tommorow, since it's Valentines Day and all, b u t I won't get my hopes up on that one.
She's g r ounded, I know, b ut her m o m has to make an exception tommorow, right? D on't count out the possibility. Ma y be I can go over there or something. I don't know, it's kind of a pipe dream, but I sure hope so. I have a little perdicament here. I have been reading a bunch of awesome blogs for the last hour or so, and they were really funny, revealing, and most of all, inspiring. So after reading all this i'm feeling very inspired and want to write something. Something long, engaging, funny and fun. The problem is it's really late and I still have to take a shower, and I have to go to bed sometime because I have school tommorow.
I need to choose whether to stay up and write, or go to bed and be awake for school tommorow. My first idea is to just say to hell with school and stay up, something I normally wouldn't do (well actually I probably would, but you know what I mean), but since it's Friday tommorow I don't think it matters whether i'm awake in class or not. I think that's kind of fucked up though because I should probably be trying to do good tommorow in order to have some padding for when I don't do shit next week.
In the end I don't think this decision will matter much in the grand scheme of things, and my mind has wandered off to thoughts of Jesseca again, making me lose my place in my thought process that was helping me decipher what the hell I was talking about, so i'm done talking about this shit.
I want a digital camera more than anyone. I think it would be so freakin badass to have one, I can't even start to explain how much fun I would have with it. Maybe I am just an egomaniac, but I love taking pictures of myself. The fun doesn't stop with snapshots of me, I can also take pictures of everyone, and everything, else. Did I mention that digital cameras give you the ability to look at the pictures like you would on a computer monitor, arrange them however you like, delete the bad ones, organize them to your liking, and bring them up on your computer and put them on the internet or show your friends. That is so awesome man, I envy everyone who has one of these things. If anyone were to buy me one of these I would be overjoyed and that would be the coolest thing anyone has done for me, ever (well maybe not but i'm trying to be enthusiastic here). So come on my friends and help me out, buy me a digital camera for no reason, you will go to heaven for it.
If anyone seriously does this it better be a Sony or I will yell at you, because I am really picky about that sort of thing. Mainly because that's the only kind that will plug into my computer, you know how that goes... Man I don't have much else to say, I tried pretty hard to write something cool but i'm sorry i'm just like zoned out and stuff.
There was this really cool analogy that I was gonna put on here. The best and most creative analogy i've ever heard in my life actually, so it sucks that it kind of went with a picture, and I can't put pictures on this shit. Did I mention that I didn't do a bunch of homework that I was supposed to do tonight? Well yeah it's true... and that's too bad because i'm going to sleep now. 
