  S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y NIGHT...S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y NIGHT.... You know how it goes... If you don't know that song then you are a kook. And if you didn't know that Brent is "The White Supremisist", then you do now...(and yes I know it says it's sunday, but in reality, its late saturday night/ early sunday morning) Ummm the octoberfest was tonight, and I didn't have as much fun as I should have. Everyone I talk to about it said they had a lot of fun, but not me. I mean, it was alright, but it wasn't that cool. Maybe it was because I only rode one ride (the crazy dance baby!
), and even though we talked to a bunch of girls we weren't really hanging out with any of them, and I think girls are necessary for me to enjoy myself. I don't like hanging out with a group of guys all night, I think that was my problem. The other thing that pissed me off though was we were waiting in line for The Motherf**ker (the craziest ride ever) for a long time, and when we were about to get on the guy that was running it just walked away and never came back. Apparently they were closing the whole place down because it was 11, but the guy could have told us that, instead he just walks away like an a$$hole. Everyone was yelling stuff at him afterwards though, so it was cool. There were a few good things about tonight though.
For one, Zac and Chris were on drugs and it was funny to watch them wig out. Two, I stepped on some old lady's foot and she was like "OOH!". I was cracking up about that for at least an hour. Third, Brent was being funny as hell. First we asked him what he was on and he said "EVERYTHING". Then he repeatedly claimed to be "the white supremisist", and he got me sayin white supremisist all night.
Last but not least, I came home with more tickets then I left with, which was awesome. I was given tickets by not one, not two, but three[! ] girls. I am one bada$$ pimp if I do say so myself (j/k). It was funny one of the times though because I went up to these girls to ask em to ride The Motherfu*ker with us and they were like "do you want our tickets? " and I was like "do you wanna go on the motherf**ker?
" and they were like "what? " and I was like "haha nevermind I'll take em". Aww man that was pretty crazy, I guess I had a good time tonight...On the way home this kid wanted to fight us or somthing and we just kept saying crazy stuff to him and he got all mad, but he didn't do anything. There were four of us and one of him, so he woulda got the beatdown anyways. That was funny though. Some other stuff that happened this weekend...on Friday me and chris went fishing at the park, we caught two fish and 2 frogs.
It doesn't sound very exciting, but it's what we did with them that counts. We put the fish in the back of the toilets (you know the part with the top that comes off), one fish in the men's and one in the women's. Then we flushed the big frog down the toilet, he never came back up. The fish got stuck in this little hole when we flushed it too, it was crazy. After that we were left with the little frog, it was actually more toadish, but ya know, we just threw it all far. Me and Chris go fishing like once a year and we never seem to learn that fishing is f*c*ing gay.
It takes forever just to catch one fish, its extremely boring. It especially sucks when you're trying to catch brim, at central park, with bread. Because they always just nibble off your bread without actually getting hooked. I swear they do this about 1000 times before you catch one of em. So this time I need to remember for sure, never go fishing again. You know what bothers me everytime I write in this journal?
I can never honestly say what I want, it always gets censored or cut down (by me). I mean, if this was a journal that only I read it would have way more. Sometimes I omit things because I don't want people to think I'm crazy, or violent, or this or that. But usually that's not why I take stuff out. Usually I delete things to be nice to one individual person, and if it werent for that person, you would be seeing lots of stuff that you dont see. I'm not talking about anyone in particular either, its case specific.
What i'm saying is, I have no problem sharing my thoughts and feelings with everyone. It's just sometimes I dont want to be rude, or alienate somebody and make them feel like I'm not their friend because of something I wrote about them. Whenever I write something really gutsy I get online all late that night or early in the morning and edit it out before anyone reads it. So now at least you know that, so you can try and catch the unedited versions of my journal if you want. All of the stuff I edit out isn't even gutsy, sometimes I just think what I wrote was gay/ stupid and get rid of it. So you can laugh at me for making stupid remarks if you read it.
I brought this up because this whole paragraph was about something else, but I deleted it for the aforementioned reasons. I haven't talked to Jesseca in like 4 days :( , that sucks dudes, I miss her. It really sucks because she just got done being grounded for a month and I haven't seen her. I've been doin stuff like all weekend, so I'm not sure if she's called or anything. I was kinda hoping I would see her at the octoberfest, but nope. I saw Amber and I was gonna ask her where the Jessmyster was but I reacted too slow and I couldn't find her.
I'm gonna call her tommorow though, I'll ask her if she wants to go to the fest. That'll be cool because I have all these extra tickets and stuff... I'm in the mood to chill out to some Dashboard Confessional, so I'm gonna go, and go to sleep. LaTeR bUdDiEs! p.s. HI JESSECA! 
