  So Jesseca and I were supposed to go to the Mainland game tonight, but at the last minute her mom freaked out and said she couldn't go because she lied to her about having homework. And because she didn't tell her that I was going... so she thought she was trying to "sneak that in" or something. I dunno it's all a big pile of horse shit if you ask me. It pissed me off really bad. Which explains the previous entry; I was talkin about Jesseca's mom. I supressed my anger enough to call her and see if she might still be able to go. Her mom picked up the phone and says some gay shit.
She was like "Dave, Jesseca isn't gonna be aloud on the phone for a long time, because she lied to me" I'm thinkin so fuckin what lady, get over it, people lie all the time, she was just tryin to have fun you fuck. But all that came out was "um alright" with a slight attitude in my voice, but not nearly enough given the situation. I should have wigged out on her far more than I did. Damn... well anyway, I ended up going to the game with Chris and Mike.
Mike drove us there. He got his license today. I would care much more if my anger didnt loom so heavily, but it's still pretty cool. Mainland also won the game, but they played some chumps so it doesn't matter. We'll see next week when they face the phenominal badasses of downtown (Seabreeze). After the game I got a frosty at Wendy's and I couldn't even enjoy it because of the cut inside my lip.
It hurts like a biotch. It's infected for sure. I'm talkin about this stuff, but it doesn't really hold much meaning for me because i'm too busy thinking about Jesseca. I feel sorry for her a lot since her mom is wiggin out on her, but at the same time, I would not take that shit. What's her mom gonna do if she disobeys her anyway? She can't really do anything. I would just say to hell with her and do what I want.
But Jesseca refuses to do this, so eh, we're both screwed. It ruins my life hardcore when she gets grounded like this. Plus I already haven't seen her for 2 weeks, and it looks like it will be like a month more if nothing fortunate happens. I can't really do anything about it because I love her so much, so I have to just wait around for a long ass time and hang out with the gang. I don't even drink or do drugs, so I can't drown out my problems that way... I dunno, I have to deal with this shit the old fashioned way I guess.
Just deal with it. Listening to hardcore music sure does help though. I'm rambling and revealing the inner workings of my brain to anyone who wishes to see it, so I'll be stopping now... later. 
