  Oh yeah, and did I mention that I have sexual frustration and schoolwork out the gizang? Well I do. Despite all of this, I seem to be more happy than I have been these past couple weeks or so. Well, if it weren't for Jesseca's mom ruining everything that is. I think it just hasn't sunk in yet. And there's still hope because I don't know for sure if she is grounded because I haven't talked to her. Don't worry though, the depression will set in soon enough. 
