  over and out? never! bah. J has taken to masturbating to thoughts of me, pleasuring him. ah, to be lusted. he has, however, requested i return the favor ;) whowhat?
S plays tomorrow. i cant make it out, i dont think. cuz id have to go alone... his last day was today. i will miss him. he said his going is bittersweet. it is.
im proud of him and wish him the best. however i will miss seeing him and hearing whats going on daily. tear. but he has my addy. and where i spend my time. and will alert me to shows, atleast.
still. tear. 
