  the night of his party he sat me down and told me that i was genuine, unlike a lot of people. thats what was good bout me. but i was too critical. he told me tat you could tell when people were aware.... not the word he was looking for but wha came to mind.
i understood what he meant. he compared me to my roomie, saying she was an example of someone unaware. he said girls are more or less manipulative with thoughtless intentions, looking out fo their own backs alone. he said i was different. i needed to hear all of this. then he left. this was huge. he asked me to sit with him while alll that was going on so we could talk. i was so happy to be accepted. then what happens? he leaves. and fades away. she is going to lour him back into her trap when they are away and it is convient for her. when the rest of the boys she has led on are not there to have sex with her. he is sensitive.
he will interpret her motives are true despite the fact he was warned. always looking for the bright side of people. ...... we saw where that took him a couple months ago...... it kills me to see it. remember the car accident scenerio? the feeling of impending doom.... you can see it.... and there is nothing you can do? yeah.... god hon.... 
