  i sit and wonder.... are what i consider peoples feelings towards me merely mirrored projections of what i feel towards them? am i a realist? or am i seeing what i want to see alone? maybe it is some sick pair of personal ethnocentric blinders hiding the truth of the matter. silently and unknowingly declaring what i see the only way. the right way. the reality. and that scares me. this makes me think about a lot of things................. 
