  so im sitting here, talking to my demons, while i should be studying... but no hummm i like talking crazy sex talk with nate. fun. i go home in 36 hours. how weird will it be having to hang out alone with dad jeff is here for the third night in a row. what the fuck, kara and paul............... fuck that test at 2 tomorrow.... yay, sleep in washed the car today. good times. im evading the real issues in my life. can you tell? ...sad 
