  FFFFFFUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKK YYYYYOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUI am so fucking pissed because I KNOW that if I didn�t say anything to you before you left I would have to do it all over again. You are the only one to have ever �got on your fucking hands and knees and scrubbed it� MY ASS. I did in January. (oh, you correct yourself, you did it after me no matter what. How convenient. ) bitch, everything is a competition.
I need to realize I am not the only one doing it around here? WHAT?? BECAUSE YOU SCRUBBED THE FLOOR (ALLEDGEDLY) ONCE OVER CHRISTMAS? Since then I have cleaned the bathroom three times. Vacuumed twice. Taken the bathroom trash out, well I don�t know how many times but I do know I was the only (ONLY) one to do it.
I clean up other peoples shit nearly every single day. Your snide fucking cut off note in the trash- why that was nice. It read you would take the cans back b/c you�re the only one TO EVER DO IT ANYWAYS. Wow that�s funny, because you have NEVER taken them back without me until yesterday. Amazing. You don�t have the time to do any work with your 20 hour a week job and 12 credits (3 being bio 101?
Come the fuck on...) Shit. I have the 20 hours a week and 20 count �em, 20 credits. And they are adult upper level credits nonetheless. Take some time from drinking your ass off and being an ass with jeff and bingo, you have time. It is called adult responsibility, and soon it will hit you in the face. You are the most passive aggressive person I know and I whole-heartedly disrespect you for that.
You would never in a million years sprout the balls to say something you meant, but a fucking bitchy note you throw away certainly tells me what you think of amber and I in your head. Cocky, are you? To say the fucking least. You were upset that amber mentioned growing up and not wanting to leave us behind. I have come to the conclusion today that you feel you have already done that, you are already on a different level. Wow, if I could pick anyone to claim as I immature and behind, honey you�re it.
Emotionally and realistically. Who do you think you are? What in the name of fucking god makes you think you are better than anyone? Especially in this house? I like amber more and more everyday because she at least has the balls to openly be who she is and not front on a thousand different levels. Ma and pa, I am sure, have this colored view of you as well.
You do allll the cleaning, miss responsible. Right you do. You have all the answers when it comes to people, real or not, who have issues in their life but when they face you- you evade them like a little girl. I cannot believe it�. I never thought I would have so much disrespect. You tell me not to yell at YOU for what ambers not going to do, but that is not even the fucking issue.
Ask the ulcer in my stomach right fucking now. The issue is communication and responsibility. You can�t handle either. As long as things see lovely you are OK. Wow, and you are going out into the real world? Thank god you have someone to depend on, I know you won�t be able to do it on your own. It takes a strong person to do that, dear, and strong you aint.
Did you write this last night? Did you act like a fucking fronted nice girl to me last night while inside thinking of how this house would crumble without you cleaning the floor that one day months ago and how you thankfully always take the cans back? (Thanks for pocketing the money, bitch, from all the beer cans I paid for and you drank as always. See how times, they are a�changin�? ) Graduation could NOT come too soon. If I could once, ONCE tell you what I really was thinking.
When I get up and walk out of a room, do you know why that is? Gee. I want to punch you. Jesse, you know how I feel about him. It is funny I have always seen a number of those factors portrayed in you. Really.
The way you both always feel the need to one up everything no matter how fucking dumb it is. Yep. The way you both act like you are kidding until you say something really fucking mean and everyone knows youre not. You know how you always say you don�t know how to give people shit? You know EXACTLY what you are doing. It is sickening.
Right now I would be happiest if I didn�t have to see you until you came back from your stupid unplanned money wasting trip to ca. really. Its fucking dumb and I need a break from your shit. Ill do the fucking cleaning if I don�t have to talk to you. Now go complain to jeff and mommy and daddy about how what you do is so underappreciated and you just DON�T need this right now. They are caught in your little web and will buy into all that shit.
In the meantime, don�t ewat my food, use my things, print when I ask you not to, use my computer, get on my internet, or try and ask interested in order to maintain a �nice girl� front. Im not having it. 
