  1. Crush. What a perfect word to choose. 2. He said I was more cheery yesterday than he had ever seen me. 3.
Was I? :) It was because I was with him, actually. 4. He did say that if I made that CD for him he would listen to it all the time and not skip Bright Eyes or the Faint. Even if it is meloncholy. 5.
We are all sad and have fucked up family situations. So it goes. 6. A swell boy from CHitown named Nick sent me a kickass mixtape in the mail yesterday. 7. That is how it is: if you want me to marry you you must a. not be too cool to play scrabble b. make mixtapes for me until you die c. be more fucked up than me OK??
8. We are going to Oceanside here in a few to hang out with S's married friends. Woo. 9. We will see how that goes, chilling with the married people. 10.
He remembered I was going to San Diego this weekend. I dont think I even told him. Aww. Crush indeed. 11. Tomorrow is 311. ;) Whee. 
