  if i have to be around these two couples for the next month straight.... who are both is this irritatingly patronizing hurtful competition-like state we call madly in lust ....relationships between me and these people may indeed be ruined for good. i shit you not. its been merely hours and i cant take it already. again with the near tears.... i see a sad pattern forming here......... where are you?
what are you up to? test tomorrow? we should chill tomorrow night. im going to miss you so so much...... ive never felt so strongly. i love you when im in good moods, bad moods, sad moods....... day and night..... ive never felt unconditional towards anyone before.... and there you are..... you appear and step from the woodwork years after i had met you, and present to me this wonderful person..... and now you must go.... maybe fate will have a way of working something out for us.
or maybe it was not meant to be. we will see, sweetie... we will see. but whatever you do, for your sake, please do not fall into her trap. she is no good... she exemplifies all i despise in other women.... i am only thinking of you, and you know this. i do not like to see people i love with people that are not good for them. ;) i know who would be good for you... shes a nice girl..... single.... also a thinker........................ ....... um humm....... now on: smile: freaky slow dance 
