  i love the trio. well both alkaline and john butlers. so amber went home this weekend. there is a huge party in iowa city and i canno go b/c jamie gave me the 21st as opposed to the 22 nd off. bastard. but amber---- yeah she feels left out b/c "we dont invite her anywhere. " bullshit. she will never go, and i for one am going to fucking quit trying. uuuuggh. so i resent my letter to rich at "timmys" address. will he respond? i hope so. damn, i hope so. 
