  1. i find out today my dad is dating 2. and im not? 3. i could be with J tonight 4. if i were on the other side of the country 5. we drank a lot of wine today 6. self medication 7. life is tragic. 8. you hardly know i exsist beyond that best friend level 9. you need to. i wish i could summon the courage to tell you 10. someday....... 11. until then, i will wait in the wings and worry and uhh did i mention wait? 
