  i am beginning to become jealous of the fact that aaron may be heading out to vagrant this summer. why? cuz that was my thing, so far in my measy life it was the only thing that was mine and mine alone. not mine, oh and that other kid from iowas. the only way i will feel ok with this is if i get a job out of it, and so far neither rich nor wayne have gotten back to me about my resume and letter. that makes me sad. what am i going to do with myself? sad sad sad happy for him though, and im glad to answer his questions. still. sad. 
