  1. I got a 2nd job today. Tuesday and Friday nights and Saturday days. They are giving me keys on my first day? 2. I am kinda excited.
It is a dark little new age store that sells things like voodoo necessities, essential oils, healing crystals, wiccan gear and such. i dont know anything about this, but i will work with clairvoyants and readers and aura cleansers everyday, and that could be fun. 3. He got my tape today. All he said was he was making me one in the next day or so and smooch. 4.
I am thinking too much. 5. So explain... what am i thinking. 6. I do think most people are more or less too insecure for relationships. 7.
As I said, I also think this mutual internal awkwardness thing is what keeps people together in the first place. Subconsciously playing along is redeeming sometimes. 8. I've been very nostalgic these days. I suppose that happens when you go through major life changes. Transition.
Whatever. 9. As long as you know where your weakness lies, you're going to be just fine. this doesn't mean you have to change, necessarily, just be careful. 10. Maybe my introspection is bullshit and I'm afraid to look for a silver lining and you shouldnt listen to me.
Or maybe you should because a silver lining is nothing but superficial false hope. Hummm. 11. Raging optimist, arn't I? 12. My folks' divorce is final today.
13. There is no such thing as a forever love, huh. 14. He says- You know what I love as well? She says- What's that. He says- Or like intensly?
She says- ? He says- Girls in sweaters/glasses, smell of burning leaves in the Nebraska countryside and The Onion 15. I say if you are not depressed, you're not paying attention. 16. And sadly I think that is actually based in reality. 17.
Lyric of today "Still mapping it out like a masterplan/ Something to do with my idle hands/ Write you a letter addressed from California. " ;) 
