  i ask the cute emo boy whom i have a crush on if e were my brother, what should i get him for his birthday.
he proceeds to answer "gettin' nasty with sis!!! " ...mmm ok. i chuckle and reply that he had put mental pictures in my head that were grotesque and unacceptable. he then asks if he is indeed going to recieve this gift. i say time will tell. he asks what this means, and i say exactly that, time will tell.
;) hes a tease and i love that. men. and they say women are the root of all that is evil? we discussed hypersensitivity and feeling cathartic, as mentioned. he says he cries when he sees happy couples. i told him how it makes me sad to see others that way. i think we would be good together. maybe even great. he meets my "criteria" if you could call it that. hes so sweet. musically brilliant. a hopeless romantic. and across the country. i love green stocking hats.
i was mike for trick or treating today. i carved a jack skelington jackolantern last night. did i mention that? it is snowing ash thanks to the fires in rancho coucamongamonga. i wish he were here tonight. warmth if nothing else. maybe he can swing a visit.
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