  i am here, however california is on fire and it is raining ashes and i cannot breathe. this is what armageddon looks like. i dont enjoy this. i wish he were here. i had a dream this morning in my "extra daylight savings hour" where we were together, he and i. and it was wonderful and left me wanting that phantom "wholeness" feeling to return. find me. ill keep my eyes and heart peeled. 
