  there is a storm a'brewin. hot.. id love to wake up to the sound of rain on a tin roof too I'm so tired of so many people being special to me.
I'm ready to feel I'm really special to someone else. I'm so tired of putting so much of myself and energy into friendships that don't go anywhere. I'm ready to grow in someone's life. Like an Oak Tree. I'm so tired of spending my nights alone. Again. I'm ready to have those "laugh all night till your belly aches and your cheeks hurt" nights where you finally get in bed WAY later than you should, yet you wake up the next morning refreshed and so alive because that person is indeed in your life.
I'm so tired of feeling empty and having that continuous feeling like I'm searching for something. I'm ready to feel complete and fulfilled and found. I'm so tired of crying. So tired of not letting myself cry. I'm ready to just drop that last tear and be done. 
