  mom called. she is moving out this weekend. then filing. i wrote dad, last line "good luck and goodbye" what can i do to help? nothing. everything is going to wrong.. work, check family, check friends, check health, check career, check boys, check money, check school, check what IS going good? nothing.
mom will be so lonely. i want to be able to help her move. i cant. and i need to cry about this but once i start i wont be able to stop. i hate jus for making her feel bad about it. fucking amber. she is warping his mind. so much to do, so much on my plate, how can i handle it without getting an ulcer of breaking down? god, now is the time to send me someone 
