  It's so annoying. I think I might just wait until classes start and then try to get a job on campus... that's where I'm going to be spending most of my time anyway. Speaking of classes, I think they are starting in three weeks. I'm kinda torn between feeling very excited and feeling pissed. True, its going to be awesome starting college, and taking a bunch of classes I'm actually interested in, and meeting lots of new people.... but I don't even know if I will have enough time for all my friends. I'm going to be busy ALL THE TIME. School would be bad enough, but with all my after school stuff, and a job, and a boyfriend... how the hell am I supposed to fit in all my high school and charlotte buddies?
:-( I guess I'll find a way somehow, but I definitely think I'm going to cut down on all the parties and pointless hanging out. Come to think of it, I think I've already done that. I think the last party I went to was a couple months ago. Anyways... I so went off on a tangent there. Everytime I think about something and start writing about it, I end up on a COMPLETELY different subject wondering what the hell i was originally talking about. I think I need a nap. 
