  my feet really smell. in fact my whole body isn't doing too well. i need to take a shower. but i have to be at work at nine tomorrow morning and i know i wont want to take a shower prior. so its gonna be a stink day at work too. poop. 9am is so early. i cant believe high school started at 7:30am every morning.
i must have gone to sleep at like 10pm. now i go to sleep at 3am. crap. tomorrow is gonna suck. we are having a party which will be cool i hope. i had a lot of fun at the last party. today i got realy upset in physics class. im taking it with joe maxwell and today we got our first homework assignment back. now joe and i sat there and did it together. we had the same answers just worded differently. he got a 20/20 and i got a 15/20. i know that a 15 out of 20 isn't bad or anything but i thought i would get a 100. so it dissapointed me. plus joe got a higher grade on the test too. i guess i wasn't mad,really, but it just made me feel bad.
like dumb. and i know im not stupid. but i just felt dumb. i dont know. and i sit there and listen in class and the teacher talks and i just dont know what the hell he's talking about and joe totally does. i guess he is just smarter than me is all, but thats hard to accept. so that was today's dilemma. now, ironically, i have to read my physics chapter. 
