  okay tomorrow i am coming home. to chicago that is. i miss it. thats where my home is, with my friends in chicago illinois. how strange that i feel more comfortable with friends i met in college and in a city ive lived in for less than three months than with people ive known my entire life. but leaving here does feel like coming home. and i cant wait to do it. i went gambling with my mom and her boyfriend last night. it was the first time i ever stepped into a casino. it was weird and there was old people everywhere in sweat suits.
but there were some normal people it seemed. my mom gave me 60 bucks to play with. i played black jack. and i was good! at one point i was $80 over. but i came home with $65 over what i started with. thats pretty good. i doubled my money. plus i got a free meal at the shitty buffet. and i could have gotten free drinks if i wanted to. so basically i got to play cards for a couple hours, i got a free dinner, free drinks, and i got a free $65. it was fun! my grandmother lost like $400 though, so its not fun everytime. 
