  Confessions &nbsp; I've missed 4 swim practices in a row - I'm officially a slacker.&nbsp; I kicked my own ass after missing last night, so I think that'll be the end of that streak.
I watch an awful lot of Baby Story these days - I discovered this morning that it's on from 7-7:30am .
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baaaaaaaad news! =) Lots of things (including Baby Story and wedding shows) get me all choked up with emotion these days.
I kinda hate work&nbsp;lately.&nbsp; I'm too young and inexperienced to be the go-to person. I almost adopted a kitten.&nbsp; I've given that up for now. I love my friends' kids, including BF's nephew.&nbsp; They can do no wrong in my eyes. I finally get to go to the spa with my mum next Friday - but if anyone from work asks, I'm leaving early because I have a doctor's appointment.
I worry sometimes that BF won't ever want to get married. I also worry that BF won't ever want kids, and that someday I'll be forced to make an excruciating decision between him and having children. I worry about a lot of things that aren't really under my control, or things that involve more than just myself. I have a lot on my mind these days, but nobody to talk to without feeling like a burden (or a nag). 
