  i sat in a star bucks parking lot allowing the love of my life to enter my heart only for exactly one year later it to be empty and cold... yet as empty and cold as it is... it still beats... and still holds an empty spot that needs to be filled...to say i will not love again... is kind of like saying i'll never smile again... then one day someone just comes by... and takes you by suprise.
i got so many things accomplished today i was quite impressed with myself. i ended the day at mikes house, where we spent a few hours over there just bullshitting - then we went over our boy nicks house had a beer or two ... played some darts... i went to arbys because i was FUCKING hungry.
i'm home and its 11:20 - i've got an early day tomorrow - one that i'm not looking to forward too, but i am that pay check. christ i like making my own money and it being all mine what a fucking difference in life style... i'm learning how to be selfish all over again... possibly by the end of the week i just might be a selfish person who knows?
heh nah i'm just kidding... there is nothing i could buy myself that would give me more happiness then it does when i buy for....or use to buy for... ahhh shit it doesnt matter. so far this is my week thats been planned: ~ wends - JD's ~ fri - Big Secret Party that I know nothing about but i'm really excited for it... ? ~ sat - Recover from the party.... sounds fun eh? okay i'm off to bed to catch some shut eye so that i'm able to function tomorrow.... -goodnight 
