  we finally came to the "official end" of our legacy. i'm sad but spirited, sulking but joyful. it was that time we couldn't go on anymore struggling to stay happy, having to hide under the radar from families to stay joyful. every good thing has its end, and tonight was our end. we ended as best as could be expected, with a hug, and a good-luck.
do i see anything in the future for her and i? i don't know - i made up my mind a few weeks ago i'm trying not to think of her at all in my future because when i do that all of this hurts more... i miss her.. i love her... and i'll always care about her, she will always remain special in my heart...she can always call me when she needs too. i love her.
so tomorrow i start on to a new journey - one which i'm excited yet scared to death of. i'm going to start our simple my 1 year plan goes as follows: 1. job security 2. finance security 3. family 4. friends 5. relationship i think i'm going to take a couple months off of girls in general...that way i can focus on myself. something i need to do. so no more booty for steve for months to come... no more anything really.
i'm changing my life.. and the change starts now... right this minute... going to bed early :) -goodnight 
