  Someone actually left a "comment" saying that they "missed" me... wow... i didn't know that there were at least several individuals out there who actually read this blog. in my opinion however, i read others' blogs to see how they're doing... i guess i could see how that would work in my favor.
i truly believe Satan is trying his hardest to bring me down. i just was teary-eyed for a bit, because I truly believed that I had no nearby friends. could i ever be more wrong? despite how things here are on earth... my one friend...my one ultimately sincere and loving friend who will never forsake me nor leave me.... is GOD. He will always love me and treasure me... and knowing that and believing that, should be more than enough for me. I'm not going to go into details as to how and why i felt that way... several individuals and events led up to it actually... but, it was clearly Satan who was trying to convince me that no one outside of my family loved me nor cared for me.
Satan is seeing that I am drawing myself closer to the Lord and now he is trying his hardest to draw me back away. ahem. time to go reflect upon that... i will be back later on tonight to let u know how i'm doing in other parts of my life... 
