  As I repeatedly listen to the song that inspired me to start this website... tears almost come out. As I read all the different comments that many individuals have left on this website, I realize I have neglected to respond to most of them. Many of them were inspired by the song, and were touched through its words, like I had been originally.
I thank you all for your words of joy and kindness. I'm sorry if I appeared to be "anti-social"... hee hee. I think today is the first time in an extended amount of time, that I have opened my heart up to God and let Him back in. I was dealing with daily struggles after college graduation and had slowly placed Him lower and lower among my priorities. I hope this explains my lack in responses. Today, I had already felt shaky and tired, through my very minor form of epilepsy. I had ran out of medication for several days due to finanical reasons, and had a minor seizure last night. Today, I'm having trouble sleeping and eating. However, listening to this song and reading all the kind words from those who left comments, helped me to realize that God has NEVER left me.
It's hard to describe in words... but there is an overwhelming sense of peace, joy, and calm within my heart. As I had been trying to rest due to my health, I also felt and still feel more perceptive and aware of what's around me.
Perhaps, at first I was trying to guard myself and keep myself from having another seizure. I thought it was because my body was lacking the daily medication... but I had stopped by the nearby store to buy supplies and then to a nearby resturant to buy lunch... and I noticed things like the cashier being in pain because of her injured ankle, but still coming in for work... or the difference a smile and "have a nice day" made. I think I was depending on things such as daily medications and a full-time job to bring stability... and when I lost the two I've mentioned (daily medication and job...!
), it helpd me realize more fully how much I need the Lord. I apologize if this entry is not clear or too complicated. I felt the need to share what was upon my heart... and to do it through written words, as the sung words of "I Can Only Imagine" were played. 
