  time to update. i guess. i still have pics i want to put on here but i havent been staying at my apartment and they are on that computer so i will do that when i get a chance. i REALLY was planning on getting a new digital camera but now i just got 2 speeding tickets in the last week so i dont know if i can swing it...fuck it, maybe ill be stupid and buy one anyway and just eat ramen noodles for the next month. or try anorexia. anorexic girls are hot. im totally kidding, thats gross. so i am going to the braid show tonight. (with the get up kids. 'cept i heard they might cancel cause one of their wives is having a baby or something.
) Braid totally still rocks my ass. its cool (and rare) when good bands reunite. (Hey Matt Talbot...!!! ) something i know about: it feels good to be at the top, with the wind in your hair and nothing but air and chance and hope and opportunity before you. but your smile turns to a scream as you plummet to the fucking ground, with the earth rushing to meet your stupid face.
and its too late then. sorry i am a pessimistic asshole today and yesterday and the day before and tomorrow and the next day. but soon i shall be a hopeful child of God again. um, hopefully. DO NOT SEE NAPOLEON DYNAMITE. It sucks a big one. Funny for 5 minutes, then I wanted to kill myself and the dude who made the movie. Or at least get my 8 bucks back. later fuckers and fuckettes. 
