  overprotectetd. i was feeling rebellious these past days, i felt that im overprotected by my parents. i realized that the reason why im not yet ready to step the professional life is that in my age, i still haven't experienced the joy and twists of being a teenager anymore, even if im pass teenage stage - which makes me feel worse.
while my 17 yr old bro is having fun going to gimmicks until 5am, take note - with our car, there i was having a hard time asking permission from my parents if bebi and i can see each other and have a date! and apparently, there's a gender discrimination in our home...the reason my father always gives me, "babae ka kasi" ohhh f**k!
naiirita talaga ako pag ganyan yung reason na naririnig ko! anyways, i just released what i felt by crying, and imso thankful marlowe's always there to comfort me, he encouraged me to find a job because in time, if im already earning my own money, there's actually no more need toask for my parenst' permission, i'll be free to do anything i want, to buy anything, to go anywhere with anybody i want.ext week i'll start applying for companies.
am i willing to work OT? i have a feeling malapit na ko ma-hire, kaya lang this job's working hours is from 9am-10pm, 6 days a week! do you think i can handle that? err...i dont think i can, especially if i'm gonna be assigned far from our house (mall-based). i'll just check if the compensation is worth the over time. bonded. bebi!ing ko sobrang bonded na talaga tayong dalawa! hihihi...u talaga!March,2003_1:  officially bum. starting today...im offcially a professional bum!
hehehe....ratulations batch 2003! bebi surprised me with a bouquet of white roses on my graduation last night, tapos we had dinner with mama and papa, kasama na rin sina jen, jomer and wendy sa TGIF. kakatuwa lang...si bebi nahihiya sa parents ko. hehehe f now, i still dont wanna work yet, just want to enjoy my vacation, pero kung may dumating na job na gusto ko talaga, i'll take it na rin.
The 4 C's. yesterday while im having a hair spa at the salon, i was reading FHM and i saw an article about finding a job, it says that 4 C's should be considered: 1. company 2. culture 3. career path 4. compensation. the article says that u dont have to take the first company that hired you. think first if you like and know the company well, its industry and of course, if it is legal or fly-by-night. then see if the culture in that company jives with you personality, if the people there are outgoing or they live on a really fast track, tapos you're someone who is introvert and soft-spoken, maybe that job is not for you.
decide also if that job/ carrer path is something that you can imagine yourself in 5-10 years from now. lastly but definitely not the least, take into consideration the salary and other benefits. that article really helped me think through of what job i should be into and how to react to the companies which are now calling me for exams and interviews.
i really want a job wherein i could enjoy being the real me while using the skills and knowledge that i have. DNA - So Real. last friday, erik's (my ex: rhoderick) band had their album launching. it was fun coz i was also able to see my old friends imee and ave. and also erik's family, ate dhang, ron-ron, their mom and tito. tapos shempre, happy tlga ako kasi kasama ko si bebi!ma namin si mama, miko and tito jose. hehehe tuwa.s songs are good, since it's their first album, the type of music is mixed, there are ballads, upbeat and also, a revival "Tears In Heaven" ang gagaling nila kumanta!
so please buy their CD: DNA - So Real ...help ko na yun sa friend ko, hehehe.CD i think, only costs P250, dun sa launching they sold it for just P200 special offer with free autographed poster.ba bongga!? hehehe  have a website urlLink www.dna.net.ph but i visited it earlier, hinde pa yata up, pero try nyo na rin i-check.March,2003_1:  DNA's album launching.
tomorrow is our general reheasal for graduation, after the practice im gonna be at erik's (my ex) album launching! mama, miko and bebi are going too.im also expecting to see my other highschool friends there.ou want, you can come too... tomorrow, march 21, 9:30pm at the Hard Rock Cafe in makati. or just buy their CD, i dont know the album name yet, but anyway, the name of their group is DNA (yes, it's a boy band). the entrance fee at the launching is P200...consumable daw.
buy kayo CD ha, i promised erik kasi that i would help him sell CDs hehehe...u bebi! 
