  This is for you, if you ever choose to read it. Something happened. I am not exactly sure what.
But I do know that I never see you anymore. Ever. I miss you dearly. You were one of my best friends. You ment more to me than I think you realize. I always feel like you hate me. You think I am this annoying thing that won't get out of your life.
I am sorry if you think that, and I don't try to make you feel that way, if that is how you feel. I know you wonder why I don't make the effort to be your friend, if I do indeed miss you so much. The truth is, I did, I tried and I never felt you tried. I seemed to always call you and always ask you to hang out.
Maybe I am wrong. But that is just how it seemed. After a while, I gave up. The worst part is when people come to me and say "i thought you guys were best friends, what happened? " I don't know what to say, I avoid it if possible. I don't know what happened, but I am sorry it did. I don't know what I want from you. Maybe nothing. Maybe an explanation. I am just tired of acting like nothing ever happened. Like we were never friends. 
