  what a day it has been indeed. good? bad? meh? it was good i would say. it began with school, poopy school, but i got out at 10. then i went home ate took the bus to the zoo met up with rosso and we went on a speed viewing of the zoo that boy is crazy, i love him, he and i saw bats, hippos, and giraffes oh my.
after ross sped off, emmy and i met up and went to see a movie not just any movie but finding nemo it was FABULOUS i laughed so hard and i can now speak whale BOO YA then we came home and ate and talked to miles and he was all beat up i laughed at him, it was funny yet sad *karma sucks ass doesn't it? * natalie had a fiasco emmy had to tend to it she left i am alone i am sad i am listening to sad music ----i hate having lows---- the two worst feelings? loneliness and envy sadly i am always envious and constantly lonely, but that is okay <><><><><><><> i think i am in love and it is odd because i don't know who i am in love with. i feel love. i know it is there. but i don't know who. i know who it isn't for. but i don't know who it is for. that doesn't make sense. but it does. just think. did you know i know the secret of love?
it took a lot of thinking and observing ones in love. i found it out. love IS a secret. and when you are in love you know what the secret is. but you don't really know what the secret is. but you have the secret and that is enough. i don't want to love. my heart doesn't want to love now. it wants to pump blood into my system. that is enough for it right now. it can't handle pumping love. 
