  Wow, I can't believe I leave for tour tomorrow. The season went by so fast... I'm really excited about tour too. I'm looking forward to it a lot more now that I have Lauren. God, she's incredible.&nbsp;I'm still trying to figure out WHY she likes me... she could definately do better than me.
Here's a little piece from her Livejournal: "right so our show was cancelled today, because it was POURING. im talking like.. MONSOONit was INSANE. we were out practicing in this monsoon, half naked as usual, FREEZING cold, like.. no exaggeration... our lips were turning purple. the flags were completely saturated, so they were impossible to toss... it was wicked fun though.so i leave for tour this wednesday.... ill be gone for like.... ever..... &nbsp; i really like brian. hes really sweet. i like that. " I have no idea how I can be so lucky right now... tour is like 20 days long, and I really don't want it to end. Even though she lives like, 20 minutes from me, it's still a lot farther away than right next to me on&nbsp;a gym floor.
I don't want to lose that.&nbsp;I honestly hate the idea of going weeks without seeing her. I also hate how I have all these ideas and feelings and shit, but I can't think of how to put them together so they make sense. This&nbsp;whole post&nbsp;doesn't flow at all. Oh well. Ok, I'm done being emo. 
