  (Read of the Mo: Man & Boy - Tony Parsons) Yes its hardly 11 but i've eaten 3 slices of yakun toasts AND a huge springroll.
One of those days.... but for the sake of my ever-growing tum-tum i hope it passes soon! Am heading for kino after work with Anita and maybe even the EC for a bbq later. Don't quite feel like i'm up to it but i'd rather get out and do stuff... keep meself occupied. Had one of those pointless arguments with El last night, and again came out of it knowing nothing stuck with him.
Sometimes i wonder if i'm the incoherent one always ranting without a cause. Until i get eaten up from the inside knowing that i haven't tried communicating and that i'm pushing him away becos of all these things that i want him to know. And possibly change? I dunno. Not so sure if he will, not sure if he should. Actually not very sure of quite alot of things between the two of us. If i am braver than me i would have taken some time out to think about it and decide if its stay or go.
But i am not. I need to keep meself occupied. Also had a long chat with Renee late last night about some work thingy she's having with Jason. Her work, he cares too much, he gets offended, she gets offended. Sigh... sometimes the world would be easier if only people didn't care so much about each other yeah? Anyways she also mentioned some things that would have kept me up thinking all night. But i didn't.
Guess it was just too emotional a night for me. Sometimes you just wanna shut off and feel nothing watching the world revolve around you, you know what i mean? I'm not trying to be unnecessarily bitchy or selfish but i think i have a major problem with people who subject me to their kinda music. Especially when their kinda music is Its My Life at one-tenth its original speed.... bloody crime i call it. Ok ok i had better stop myself. Don't wanna get, in the words of wise ol' serene, Karma-ded.
So there. 
