  today was um,  confusing?  ive been in such a WEIRD mood lately like some one can sit there and just start talking and 10 miniutes later ill be like " huh?  what did u say?  maybe im turning into a ditzy airhead blonde,  o god shoot me now please things r just i dunno fucked up i guess,  but i dont no what those things r. im like going mentally insane. like today at school i was completly out of it,  people would say hi to me,  and im just like " huh,  hi what?  god it was so weird i dunno man i just dont no and today i completly snapped.
like i havent yelled at anyone viciously in such a long time,  most people i no,  dont even know how loud and scary i can yell and today i went in my brothers room to see if he would sign off and hes like no go away and i go NUTS,
 im like lajdiquelaldj laj dja i hate u aljdpouqweljakjdad and slamed the door,  i slammed the door so hard i broke his shelf so he came in my room and was like aksdlkajdljasdj and knocked over this mirror thing i have on my floor and i was like alshdlkahdlausdu get the fuck out alsjdlajsdljasd i scared myself,  i HATE it when people yell at me.  god i hate it so much.  anyway i just dont no anymore,  i feel strange,  i want to curl up in a lil ball and cry can anyone help me please?
