  u no what love fuckin sucks i fuckin hate it do u see what it does to me?  its nuts u no it sucks u no maybe im not in love with tony but i sure like him ALOT u it would be nice if i knew if he liked me or not so i wouldnt be all crazy and stupid and when he says "
what r u nuts teddie of course i dont like u wow how dumb can u get! ' then i can move on with my so called life and things could get back to normal and another thing love is sooo over rated i mean its dumb its stupid and i dont like it yea sure its nice and all but i dont really think i LOVE anyone wait yes i do i LOVE kevin but thats a given u no now that i think abotu it i really dont LOVE tony i just like him ALOT and theres a BIG difference cuz i mean i dont even no tony that well and to say i realy really erally really love him i dunno i dont think i can say that i mean thats like illegal or something but i do no 2 things.
i love kevin no matter waht i mean even if he hates me for doing stupid stuff i will always love him i mean yea DUH who doesnt no that but u no me and kevin are different its just weird ya no?
 but with tony i like him ALOT but god only knows how long thats gonna last. ok yea its gonna last awhile unless he calls me an ulgy dirty slut whore then duh i wont like him anymore haha yea but i dunno life is so confusing i mean y cant life be nice and happy and nonconfusing u no what else i realized theres a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone cuz u no u could fall out of love haha yea its not so nifty yea but o well who cares im 15 what the hell do i no about life and love and whatknot if u asks me its a giant load of shit!  LOVE= SHIT hahah yea!
