  i got kevins letter today hes so amazing he sent me a quater machine ring its soo cool but yea thats my day i had FCATS and then i watch HAMLET in english fun stuff. sweets for the sweet"  aww how cute i like that anyway hamlets pretty good EVERYONE dies its great but yea and then i had work today wasnt fun but hey its easy money i could probably make more selling my body on the street but im not like that yea i finished my book SPEAK it was good i want to read another one but i have read all my books and all of heathes so i have nothing to read my new goal in life is to publish a book before i die i think it would be badass i dont no what i would write about maybe life expierences?  im only 15 and already went through enough for the rest of my life maybe that means im gonna die soon because ive already gone through more in 15 years then a 55 year old man ha yea that be cool i would call it. FAH Q!  by teddie hawkins hmm i like the sound of that and since the title is so crude it would be banned in almost every highschool and i would be known as the girl that wrote that kick ass book thats banned in 48 states yea u can only read it in maine and california yup thats it eww denny has a new best friend named KELLY hes replacing me with someone better o man i feel unloved i think i may cry.
speaking of crying i cried so much last night i dont no whats wrong with me but i dunno theres just to much going on and i cant handle it anymore really i cant im ready to run away or die or something ANYTHING well enough about me i dont feel like expressing my feelings in this thing anymore if u want to learn more about my suicidal expiernces go to the local book store in maine and california in about 10 years and pick up my book well thats about it peace out holla 
