  im so stupid. i hate liking guys its dumb retarded pathetic stupid depressing etc etc etc u get all worried and ur afriad the guy will find out then u think all day about omg does he like blah blah blah blah blah . ive come to the conclusion that i dont like anyone anymore im done. i dont no y ive decided this but im just done liking guys.
well maybe just guys apart of the curse. its my own fault i mean i should of known what would of happened. its the curse. DUH!  i dont even no y im upset nothing happened but nothing will alright from now on im done liking anyone named tony or anthony. im gonna start liking billys and mikes and marks and joshs and tylers and bobs and guys without the name of tony ah i feel so much better. well were still in the process of moving tonight is the last night in this house. haha right now im livin the crackhead life.
all i got in my room is a matteress on the floor and a tv haha im kinda gonna miss the place hmm moment of silence please. ok im done. i feel like crying not because im moving just because i havent cried in a long time. i need a good cry. im gonna go in my crackhead room and listen to ataris. o wait i cant i dont have anything to listen to it with. yay i get to leave my house 
