i just want to get one thing straight i have a fuckin mother i dont need some stupid bitch that thinks they can take over come into my life that im perfectly happy with and change it around ok granted my mother isnt exactlly ur everyday come home cook me dinner clean the house mother she might be a little slutty and kinda skanky and a bit bipolar and sure she calls me a bitch and says im a disgrace but i love her non the less she is MY mother and i dont need a new one and for my fuckin dad to sit there and stab me in the god damn back like that is fuckin bullshit who does she think she is to come into my fuckin family and think she can take it upon herself to change the rules around..i was prefectly happy with the way my life was going no problems, no worries, my dad never really made a big deal about where i was and now she decided that SHE wants to no who im with, where im going, and blahblahblah she wants me to call every 5 fuckin minutes and blahblahblah i love it how during this lil "heart to heart" my dad
didnt say one fuckin word god damn it pisses me off...i just want my life back to the way it used to be like lil problems like this realy get me mad...it just makes me think about all those nasty things i had to go through back in the day and i hate thinking about that i really dont like this at all it just makes me think what would of happened if my mom wasnt a slut and dint get knocked up by some heroin addict from califorina and what if i never moved to florida and i stayed in chicago what would my life be like? god damn i hate when i do this...one thing gets me started and the next thing i no im crying hystrically and rambling on and on about how bad my life really isnt, ok sure i feel like cinderella with a wicked step mom that really isnt my step mom (yet) and ive probably gone through more growing up and realizing people arent who they seem then any normal adult ive met
i swear...from the words of wisdom by gina valerugo "teddie u should be more fucked up then u really are" i dunno man i just dont no...well now that u no basically almost every thing about my life except for the horrible details u probably dont wanna hear...ill move on......wow thats all i have to say is wow...okay well cheating and lieing is one of my big things that i cannot stand considering my mother did it for 3 years and kevin did it to god damn u just cant
trust anyone these days but anyway i dunno i mean i can sit here and but im not going to cuz A) i personally dont give a flying fuck about what she does anymore and B) its really none of my business...so im just gonna back off... ha wow god damn im in a bad fuckin mood tonight watch out!! is there any respectable noncheating nonlieing people in this world?!?!?!?!?!
