  ok so this is my last night in the house. boo fuckin hoo. i really dont care. i decided how im gonna do my room.
omg its gonna be sOOOOOooooOOO cute! well i decided im gonna try out for volleyball just because i have fun playing it and i might as well go for it. and plus im not one to give up and smalls wants me to and i SweetAshez1357:  im so proud of you SweetAshez1357:  you are my sunshine haha i feel so good. well i read like my old " diary"  from before the summer and i decided i was such a lil puss.
i mean like i was a drama queen and i always made myself the victim its insane. like all i wrote about was kevin and blahblahblah. and then i would write how he got mad at me and that i dont deserve him and im a horrible person blahblahblah and then like i wrote about how i liked tony while i was going out with kevin and i said that im just a terrible person and blahblahblah i was WAY 2 hard on myself.
i feel like ive changed SOO much this summer. i feel like a whole new person without kevin. i feel so great. i dont think ive ever felt this good. damn im so happy. just knowing that ive changed and im better towards myself is so great well im gonna go peace out 
