  alright well yes we snuck out once agian it wasnt bad me gina cassie stonehouse joe jimmy and alex walked around drinking for like 2 hours in the rain.
it was kinda fun listening to all the stories about back in the day well anyway we called it an early night around 200 so we came home and this morning i wake up and gina and cass r gone its like alright thanks for leaving without even telling me so now im stuck picking everything up while theyre out i feel like a god damn mother or something. so i call cass and her a gina got food and went to go get ginas car and then they were going to alexs she said she would call me but that was at 130 and what time is it now hmm lets see. 415 yea thats great i like get ditched in my own house but see im not even taht upset but i no for a fact if i was at someones house got up and left without even waking them or telling them and went out with out them said i would call and never did that person wouldnt talk to me for days.
but since im not like that im gonna enjoy my time alone finishing my book and when my mother comes i will play mommy tonight and watch the lil child while they go out after cheerleading and drink it up and i guarantee i wont get a phone call at all.
o well now im sitting here talking to tim beck about how my life is boring,  dennis newman about how he cant go to a show,  kelli russo about y im not out and mike c about how i have no fucking idea where his damn mic stand is so thats basically everything thats on my mind. i was watching some weird jew movie the jew girl was a slut and fucked her husbands bother and some random black man jeeze all taht and she was jewish well i leave soon.
10 days,  i talked to my dad about it today and personally i cant wait to get the FUCK outta here. nobody understands how bad i want to go home,  i miss my house,  my daddy,  my old routine,  i miss my old life in general i just wanna get back to normal i guess things just feel more right there but i bet 100$  once im home im gonan complain about how bad i miss it here,  how bad i miss gina,  cassie,  everyone,  drinkning everyday,  sneaking out till wee hours in the morning all this stuff but whatever haha i just bought tims GBH tshirt RIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT ON ok im out peace 
